It's killing me on the inside

Crap man...

I feel like just giving in to tears..

I keep trying to think of something else.
To tell myself that tomorrow is nothing.
To tell myself that it'll be alright..

But...
It doesn't work.
I know it will not be alright.

ROAR!
I freaking want to scream!

I both want tomorrow to come quickly, and to never come.

If it were over.. I won't be feeling this.
I'll be feeling... something else. (... trying not to think pessimistically...)

If it didn't come...
I would be stuck feeling this...

BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!
BLEUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!