Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hey

Hey its been awhile.

There's no difference.
I'm just as bored with school.
The same falling asleep in lectures and class.
The same late work.
The same teachers.
The same environment.

But.... Not the same dance steps!
YAY!
Moving on to Intermediate.
We'll be starting our lesson this sat.
Can't wait!

I want to join more classes....
I brought it up once when my parents were there....
My dad... Wasn't supportive.
He just had to burst my bubble...

Ballroom/ social dance is my current interest.
Can't he give me something to gush over and be all hyped up for?

I know the uni has them...
So what?
That's a while back.
I've been postponing joining lessons since like forever.
I only finally took the step and started this year.

Haiz.
Nevermind, I shan't let him affect me.
I know these stuff will affect the time I have left for studying.
I know I need the time badly too.
But still...
Haiz....

I'm still going to look for more lessons.
Since the only person who will join me for any of these lessons (xd) wants the lessons to be either on waltz, tango or foxtrot, my range is rather little.
Nevermind!
Hope there'll be a lesson starting soon somewhere nearby.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Yo...

Yozy...

I'm freaking tired.

I've been so for the past few days..

No idea why -.-

Which is why I currently have a whole pile of homework to complete in my supposed weekend.
But guess what?
Saturday has passed and it's now Sunday.
I guess I won't be finishing them.

Man... I feel like such a failure.
Why can't I be like the others and DO my work.
Why do I have to feel so drained after I get home every night -.-
So much so I can't think straight, don't even start on studying and doing my homework...

Fantastic.
Great.
Wonderful.

CCA is officially 2 days a week now.
Which brings the number of free days to 1. (weekday)
Tuesday.
Yay.

Or not.
Since it's the only early day, it's used for extra lessons/ make up lessons/ consultations / lectures....

WOW.
WONDERFUL.

At least I've still got Salsa....
But it's already the 6th lesson....
I hope he'll continue teaching...

It's the only time I don't think about the mountain of homework I have to so much as start on....

Chinese tuition's been .... great?
I'm thinking of asking her if she can teach me twice a week again.
I really need it....

Maybe I'll ask the "boss" there if I could possibly go to the center after school on my ONLY free day, to make use of the facilities to study...

This sucks...