Again

You did it again....

I should have expected that.

In fact... I did.

I just hoped....

That you wouldn't...

Guilty...

Why is it you make me feel guilty for doing things which others can easily do?
Why is it you make me feel guilty for such small things?

You did it again ya know.
You made me feel like shit.
You made me chose, because you phrased it such that emitted your disapproval.

You happy now?
I'm doing it your way.

Hah....

Today

So... today has been one of the most slackish days since school started.

I feel guilty for indulging...

Haiz...

But it was fun.

Met up with the others.
Hmm first time in 2 weeks whereby everyone was there.
I think.

So yea.. went to school for a freaking 1 hour -.-
So waste time...
I could have slept longer instead...

Then met jenny, was suppose to have mac but it was overpopulated with Saints :P

I called xd.
Jenny called Kel.
It was funny ><

Since I called first so naturally xd picked up first.
Though I have to say I was rather surprised.
The sleepy hello which I've missed pretty much told me it was the phone call which woke her up.
Talked, asked, discussed.

In the meantime ( while i was still talking to xd), Jenny called kel.
And conveniently passed his phone to me.
So there i was, holding 2 phones.

I practically had the same conversation all over again.
I was also greeted with a sleepy hello.

That's the funny part. ><
The sleepy hellos :P

Ok... So.. got to amkss...
Collected cert...
Went for lunch.
Stoned.
Left.
Back to school.
CCA meeting.
Melted.
Got burnt.
Perspired.
Ended.

Met Kel and xd for movie.
Marley and me.
Wasn't that great.
Wasn't bad either.

AND THEN.
Me and xd did the paint thingy which I was deprived of when i was still considered a child.
I looked so stupid there.
In my jc uni ( thank god not my full u ><), sitting on the ground, since sitting on the chair gave me no leg space whatsoever, not to mention a backache, doing the art thingy.

Lol it was fun.
Kel was looking at us with horrific amusment ><
Sorry for dragging you along again!
I know you were bored :P

But I think my Winnie-the-pooh came out rather alright :D

Yay me!

Chinese tuition

Whoo hoo!

I've finally started my chinese tuition.
Not to mention... I've got the same teacher!
YES!

The only way I've been able to survive tuition last year is due to the fact that it was her who taught me.

With her I have more confidence ><
She's my favorite Chinese teacher.
The only teacher who has made Chinese anywhere remotely close to interesting :D

I'm glad I've started tuition.
I know I need it badly.
The earlier I start the better.

Unfortunately, my teacher is high in demand.
Her schedule is packed to the brim ><
I'm thankful she has agreed to slot me in somewhere.

I'm her only current JC student.
Thus it'll be a slightly harder job for her.

I've told her this before.
But I want to say it here too.

Thanks! ><

Finally

It's finally the holidays...

FINALLY.

It'll all be over soon though.
The first 2 days of the week are already occupied with school.
Wednesday is currently my only free day.
Thursday and Friday going Malaysia.

Haiz...
It'll be over all too soon.

Ok... MSA1 just ended yesterday.

I'm officially failing them all.
It'll seriously be a miracle if I do pass.
I have to admit that I didn't study.
So I guess the marks I get would be deserving.
But still.....

ROAR.

I really really need to get back to study mood...
I don't even care about exams...
How can that be?

It used to matter a lot.
Now... I just sleep the day away...
HOW?!

I've decided.
That I won't come online during the weekdays except when there is a need to do projects.
During the weekends, I'll have to chose to either be online during the day or at night.
I've also decided to take up my mum's offer to tutor my brother in science.

The thing is... It's Primary 6 science.
Totally different from what I know now.
So I shall just give it a try.

I offered to tutor my other two sisters, as they were closer to my level, and would in turn help me revise for my own lessons as well...
However my mum refused, saying that she would see first.

As for timetable...
I have no idea how to do that.
If i reach home early, I'll eat, shower and then...
When I attempt to start reading my notes for example, I'll end up nodding off.
So I'll take a nap and waste the remaining time of the day away...
Wake up before dinner and then... every one's home.
So.. do nothing again.
Wonderful....

I feel like a failure.
I've accomplished nothing.
At the rate I'm going...
I won't accomplish anything.

MSA

It's the first set of tests/exams and I'm doing nothing.

Really, I'm doing nothing.

I'm still totally in holiday mood.
I haven't seriously studied.

Even today, I slacked half the day away and even till now, I haven't exactly touched my stuff.
Haiz...

I keep telling myself that it'll be fine.
That I'll pass even without studying...

But I know I won't.
I'm just deluding myself.

There were 3 tests today.
Total crap.

Chinese...
I tried spending the day before re-writing the compo we had done before since my teacher said the question that would come out, would be along those line.
I rewrote it using p6 Chinese examples...
Since narrative was the only option given, and I haven't written one in Chinese since like forever.
So I wrote it, and tried memorising it.
And fell asleep half way.

The next morning I was panicking.
I revised what i had memorised in my head even while the national anthem was playing.
While they were having scripture reading and prayer, i was busy finishing up the last few paragraphs.

Then guess what?
I totally forgot them all when it was time to write.... -.-
So Chinese screwed.

Now next..
GP.
Ok that's definitely a fail too.
I had no idea how to paraphrase and substitute words.
I couldn't even think.
What's another word for happiness? -.-

Yay.
After that... chem....
I was suppose to have 1 hour of chem tutorial before a half an hour break and then the actual test.
Guess what?
My teacher didn't even come.
So we didn't get to ask her stuff.

The test was the worst of all.
I think only 1 out of 27 finished the paper.
I'm one of the 26....

Great huh?
It'll seriously be a miracle if i pass all my exams....

Cross Country

Yay!
Isn't cross country great huh?
Wonderful no?

-.-
NO.

Bleugh.
Unfortunately I had mine today.
Yay me~

I didn't run though.
I just wasted time walking in a loop of 3.6km.

And wonderful, my old injury is acting up yet again.
Not to mention that I have PE for the next 2 days...
Which I'll definitely have to run...
Sucks man...

Z.

I hate pe.
I hate running.
I hate the shorts! (It's short!)
ROAR!

I wanna get the guy shorts, but it'll be like totally weird... T.T

So.. we ended early then they told us.
I had time to kill before supposedly meeting the guys at pp.
Which didnt happen by the way.

So.. I just tagged along with my class and followed them to pp.
I knew I was gonna eat with the others, so I just told my class to go ahead and chose non-halal stuff.
Then, I got wonderful news that jenny won't be able to make it.
So the plans changed.
Meeting at ps instead~

Eh Kel, I just realised that lunch convo was one of the serious ones in a long time o.o
Eh but cool.
Gotta know more about how you think :P

Ok anyway..
Noooooooo, I didn't find my salsa cd! T.T
So sad :(