Yay!

Hurray!

Yay I've finally registered for the dance courses I've always wanted to join! :DDDDD

We have the line dance course which I'm going to be attending with my mum and sister!
Whoo hoo! I've got company ~ I've got company ~ xDD

I've also decided to go on ahead with taking up the salsa course xD
Unfortunately xd couldn't join me :(

So guess what?
I dragged my sister along!
Yay me!
Great huh? :P

Now I'll have company :D
That was the main thing that held me back all this time.
The company.
*shrugs*

I guess i just never feel secure enough without having someone I know with me.
But that's all gonna change next year anyway.
I'm afraid...

I'm glad my sis didn't make that big a deal out of me dragging her with me.
Unlike how I would have done if it were something I hadn't done on my own free will.
I'm relieved.
I feel way better.
I don't dread the first day any longer.

Thankies! *I'll say it here cause i can't say it in real* *thankfully you don't even read my blog* *muahahahaha! :P*

P.S. Sorry xd for my very monotonous answers yesterday ><

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It's seriously irritating to feel like you're the only one who wants to get something going.

Like you're the one who has to do the planning, and to take the initiative to get the ball rolling.

It's freaking ANNOYING!

I'm not the only person involved!
But it feels like I'm the only one who wants it.
The only one who's doing something about it.

I start to feel like I'm being pushy.
Even desperate.

I know you're busy.
I OBVIOUSLY am NOT -.-

So OF COURSE I HAVE to do it.

I think if I don't, no one else will either -.-
So that's great huh?

Maybe I shouldn't bother.
Then we can all sit around and wait for something to happen.

When I bring the topic up, it's like totally brushed aside.
Or given at the most a cursory glance, a few responses that comprise of at least more than 2 words, before it becomes just that.
Or better yet.
SILENCE.

So how about we just let it rot and wait till it's finally TOO LATE, and don't do it in the end.

Wonderful no?

-.-

I thought I had dropped the stupid plan day-to-day habit of mine.
It seems not.
Though it sure has lessen a lot.
I guess it's still there.

Maybe I will just ignore all feeling linked to that, and just leave everything where it stands.

Yea maybe I just will.