My week...

The week's not even half over yet and I'm real beat...
3 tests in the past 2 days...
Another 2 on Friday.

Wonderful no?
That makes the average number of tests per day a grand total of.... ONE!
A freaking one -.-

Haiz
Not to mention the school has to be stupidly idotic and place bio and chem on the SAME day one AFTER the OTHER.

Friday it'll be BOTH the languages which I'm totally clueless in.

Great huh?
Life can't get any better.

Oh wait.
It can.

It seems all my non-language common tests are after the holidays, so yay my holidays are forced to be spent on studying!
Not only that I've got to learn to make Kimchi as well ! -.-

OHHHHH you just gotta hear this.
The best part of my holiday has been postponed as well.
The GERMANY trip has been postponed due to swine flu.
WHOOO HOOOOOO!

I have OFFICIALLY NOTHING to look forward to YAY

No Germany Trip.
Yes homework.
Yes study.
Yes kimchi.

At least I have salsa....
Haiz.....

Happier note

Whooo it's fei's Birthday today.
Happy Birthday fei!

Lol I suddenly feel very old. ><
But yea la, I ain't that much older than her....

Lol.
So... She's the first in our family to get an mp3 mp3, not the handphone mp3.
I'm happy for her I guess.

While we were wrapping her presents today, we started talking about presents.
We realised that fei got the first mp3.
Rusty got the first psp.
I got the first.... Dunno?
Jol got first... dunno?
Ri.... No idea either. A matter of time.

It feels weird ya know.
Having your young sibling getting something you never had before you have.
Ah but it's no great lost.

I may feel envious and jealous....
But I can't do a thing about it.

It isn't something I really wanted or want anyway....I think ><

Forgotten

You forgot didn't you?
Yea I guess you did.

I tried refraining myself from reminding you.
I find I appear desperate.
The only one who wanted it.

Since it's not important enough to care about....
To remember...

Why should I bother?

The thing is I do.
Unfortunately.

Because you forgot....
I feel out of place.
Uncomfortable.
Uneasy.
Lonely.

Do I mean anything at all to you?

I am merely someone to keep you company when no one else will?

I seriously don't know.

I had a random talks with one of my friends...

Maybe it's just me.

I care to much.
Think too much.
Feel too much.

It's me who makes myself unhappy, uncomfortable, lonely and such....

We were talking...
She told me, her first meeting with me was scary.

She said I looked unsociable and scary.
Am I really?
Do I look that unapproachable?

Maybe I do.
How do you make one look more approachable oO?

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